There are three people who consistently view my blog in the town in which I live, that I know of. One of which I would rather keep in the dark about my where abouts and what I'm doing, one I don't really care what sees, and the other whom doesn't need to know everything. This has slowed me down quite a bit on what I am not only able but willing to post.
Things are changing around here however, and a fresh start is on the horizon. I was recently hired at a new place and will be starting a new job in which I'm making a lot more money, and will be a lot happier. My current (soon to be previous) place of employment is full of drama, which I may post about as soon as I am able to do so. Let's just say, being threatened to lose your job if you don't lie to someone and tell them exactly what they want to hear isn't something I enjoy doing. This drove me to finding a much better job. In the end, it will be better for everyone and I am satisfied with the result- though I wish things weren't going the way they were. The stress and drama have been absolutely out of this world lately!
As far as normal living goes, things have been looking up significantly for me in the past few months. If I look back at my life from when I started this blog to now, I am amazed at how much things have changed. Never would I have guessed that I would be with the most amazing man I've ever met, someone who treats me so well and is so perfect in every way. Never would I have thought I would have my own house, a better job, and really get the opportunity to start living life to the fullest. Currently, I would say I am the happiest I have ever been other than the sacrifices I have had to make at my current place of employment. I can't wait to write more about this at a later date!
While those are excuses as to why I haven't really written in over a month, there's also one other thing I'd like to bring up in this post. Six years ago today I lost the woman who raised me. She passed from Pancreatic cancer. My grandma - my mom, I hope you can see all that has changed. I know she'd be much happier now, I am so much happier now.
Six Years ago my grandma passed away.
Six Years ago I started a foolish, manipulate, extremely abusive relationship.
Five years ago I lost my friends, my family, my ability to talk to anyone or do anything I wanted to do.
Four years ago I moved in with the boy from this relationship, feeling like I was given no other choice.
Three years ago my patience broke. I couldn't handle not having a job. After almost leaving the relationship, I was finally able to get a job- but not without accusations every day coming home.
Two year ago I was almost gone.
Eight months ago... I was saved.